Beku

Assalamualaikum,

Beku.
Selalunya bila musim cuti tiba, sayalah yang paling gembira. Entah mengapa hati terasa berat.
Beku.

Lagi tiga hari sebelum menamatkan sesi pengajian pelajar perubatan tahun dua, Cairo University.
Saya beku.

Lagi lima hari sebelum pulang ke tanah air.
Saya beku.

Entah mengapa.
Anda tahu mengapa?

Sila beritahu saya.
Saya tidak mahu jadi 'beku'!

iman,
di kala depressi.

ps: im so depressed and i made 'spreads' today. recipe courtesy of my fav food blogger ever, PW!

I have so many things to do! Im only five days away from hols and there are so many things to be settled and I really dont know what to do. Things got unorganized and messed up.
Oh my, I dont want to end this year with regrets.
Peeps, please please, I am sorry if Ive made you guys gone crazy.
Dearies, I am not not perfect, please forgive all my silly+childish acts.
Guys, I am so-lacked of social skills, forgive me will ya?
Just anyone, I will do my best in order to be a better person than before.

Just, let me go back home without anything to be worried about okay.