I am still trying. Help me.

Thursday, May 20
Salam alaik.

Congratulations! call yourself a blogger iman dashuki.
months without even a single update.

I thought that I am no good in 'basahkan hati orang' because I am no perfect.
Because I am still lacking in each and every way. Because I am no good.
Because I benefited none (?)
Still working. Still trying to improve.
Thats why I am hibernating myself from the 'blogger-tegar' world.HAHA. As if I am that popular. I am no Ayu Amiza neither Fathiyyah.
I am losing my magic dust.

I even dont know how to put good sentences together anymore.
I am so afraid of futur.

What kind of person I am?
Say no thanks to me. I am no deserve.
Say no compliment to me. I am NO deserve it.

I am hoping that HE will forgive me and give me another day to live.

Because you and you and you are much better than me.
Dont push me harshly. I am no a runner. I prefer walking than running.
I know my limit. I know where and when to push myself.

So, just want to ask a question;
what is the antidote of inferiority complex?


لَا يُكَلِّفُ ٱللَّهُ نَفۡسًا إِلَّا وُسۡعَهَا‌ۚ

so, rather being skeptical and emotional, I choose to be me.
at least, I have done something.
at least, I am trying my best to do my 'part'.
I am trying.
Help me will ya? =)