Beku

Monday, June 22
Assalamualaikum,

Beku.
Selalunya bila musim cuti tiba, sayalah yang paling gembira. Entah mengapa hati terasa berat.
Beku.

Lagi tiga hari sebelum menamatkan sesi pengajian pelajar perubatan tahun dua, Cairo University.
Saya beku.

Lagi lima hari sebelum pulang ke tanah air.
Saya beku.

Entah mengapa.
Anda tahu mengapa?

Sila beritahu saya.
Saya tidak mahu jadi 'beku'!

iman,
di kala depressi.

ps: im so depressed and i made 'spreads' today. recipe courtesy of my fav food blogger ever, PW!

I have so many things to do! Im only five days away from hols and there are so many things to be settled and I really dont know what to do. Things got unorganized and messed up.
Oh my, I dont want to end this year with regrets.
Peeps, please please, I am sorry if Ive made you guys gone crazy.
Dearies, I am not not perfect, please forgive all my silly+childish acts.
Guys, I am so-lacked of social skills, forgive me will ya?
Just anyone, I will do my best in order to be a better person than before.

Just, let me go back home without anything to be worried about okay.

Tag. I'm not into it.

Saturday, June 20
Assalamualaikum,

I love tag.
I love reading someone else's, but i do not tag others. I know, it's a big BIG LOL.
Ever wanted to know why? Everytime I do tag, I, me, myself will reveal a LOT of the dark-unknown-embarassing side of mine. And yup, it ends no where except dragging myself to dig my own grave. O_O
Em is someone special to me plus I am in a good mood today, let the fun begin, shall we?


5 interesting facts about Em;

1. She is way too cool for a medical student!

2. Her roommate, Cama Ceeda is a member of a new-talented-fofular-group called 3PM. So do I. We've been planning to take over the world this summer. So, ladies and gentleman, stay tuned!
ps: Be nice to me, will ya'. I am the next Lady Gaga. LOL enuff said..

3. I just love her laugh. =P

4. My mom: So, how is 'I-M'?
Me: It's 'E-M', not 'I-M'

5. Em loves me. She's my partner in crime. LOL, she is my 'rakan bai'ah'. =P.

now we come to the problematic part.
10 interesting facts about me.

1. I go by the name of NURULIMAN. Not Nurul Iman. Take note!, but you still pronounce it Nurul Iman. It is the matter of writing not pronunciation.

2. I always dream to be an American. Plus I always do practice my American slang. Duh.
But, I never regret being a Malaysian.

3. When I was 10, I have a baby. LOL..
My mom had my twin bros and whenever we went out for groceries, shopping, I will be the another mom... Like that, I waste my 'teng-teng' time.
And, I never ever regret that. Plus I am glad that I did that. =)

4. I did have crush for the same person for almost 7 years! OMgee. Dont worry, I will still attend his wedding. Err.. Maybe?

5. The most important note that my husband-to-be to take note (this sentence is messy, forgive me, I am not a native english speaker): I want someone who is tall. Taller. Tallest!
Nah, just make me happy will ya?

6. My guilty pleasure is baking and cooking.
Duh, I really should start studying. Imma a doctor-to be! Hello! A doctor!! Wake up please...

7. I must start to accept the reality.
I have weight problems. Imma not Tyra Banks for sure and American' Next Top Model is a BIG NO!

8. I love my family

9. I always think that I am the best and make myself to believe that I did put a lot of work to be the best. T_T

10. I love myself.

iman,
Kuala Lumpur.
//posted on 20th of July 2009
sorry for the late.


My 10 years-old babies.

Thursday, June 18
Assalamualaikum,


My 10 years-old babies.
Rahim dan Rauf.

Hey aim,
get well soon.

iman

Mahu jadi kuat

Tuesday, June 16
Assalamualaikum,

Terlalu banyak perkara yang berlaku baru-baru ini.
Membuatkan diri semakin takut.
Akan mati.

Terlalu banyak persoalan yang berlegar-legar di fikiran.

Bila?
Bagaimana?

atau, insan-insan yang disayangi, mungkin akan pergi dahulu.

Bagaimana untuk menjadi tabah?
untuk menjadi seorang yang redha?

kerana hati ini banyak lagi lubang-lubang kecil,
karat jahiliyyah masih berbaki,
aku masih belum kuat.

Bagaimana untuk menjadi seorang yang hebat?
Bagaimana untuk menjadi seorang yang tabah dan redha. (seperti Ummu Ammar)

Aku masih belum kuat.
Jika Izrail memanggil.
Aku masih belum kuat.
Jika kehilangan yang tersayang.

Mampukah aku menjadi kuat?
dan,
Aku ingin menjadi kuat.

iman

Al-Fatihah

Thursday, June 11
Assalamualaikum,

Assalamualaikum,

Al-Fatihah buat Allahyarham Ammar Zulkifli, pelajar perubatan tahun 3, Universiti Kaherah yang terlibat dalam kemalangan jalan raya malam semalam (waktu Mesir) dan telah kembali ke rahmatullah di tempat kejadian.

edit:
Entah lah, bukan satu batch pun. Setakat kenal nama dan muka. Pernahlah selisih masa on the way nak ke kuliah, kat program perubatan ke, kat mounira ke dan kat mane2 lagi. tapi entah mengapa impaknya agak kuat.
Rata-rata di internet, orang ramai menulis pasal arwah. Tentang akhlaknya, budi bahasanya.
Terus terfikir, apakah aku ini layak untuk dipuji sebegitu rupa apabila tiba hari yang dijanjikan?
Astaghfirullah.
Masih banyak yang perlu dibaiki.
Masih banyak.

Seorang lagi pelajar tahun 3, Akram (eckm) dan Rahman (aman) masih lagi dalam keadaan tidak stabil.
Mohon rakan-rakan mendoakan semoga roh Allahyarham di tempatkan bersama assolehin dan moga keadaan Eckm dan Aman beransur pulih.

Buat Gen6, semoga tabah menghadapi ujian dan dugaan ini.
Allah lebih mengetahui dan tidaklah sesuatu itu dijadikanNYA sia-sia.

maklumat lanjut: SINI

iman,
Gen7

edit:

"Adeh, apsal la mengantuk sangat bace Anat ni.. esok dah la exam.."
Buku anat pun ditutup dan tangan segera mencapai mouse. Ikon YM ditekan.

XXX: ada kemalangan, 3 tidak sedarkan diri tapi stabil.

" Zac, ade accident ar." Perbualan terus berhenti di situ. Dekat Mesir ni, biasalah tu accident.

Mata kembali ke arah buku Anat selepas puas melayari dunia tanpa henti. Mata kembali mengantuk.

'Adeh, kene baca jugak ni. At least, oral esok boleh la dapat 'bayang-bayang' sikit'
Terus diri membuka buku Oral and Spotting Anatomy: tulisan Dr. Fattah.
Bab Pelvis yang masih berbaki tadi disambung semula.

Dari posisi duduk sehinggalah posisi berbaring. Mata semakin tertutup.

"Zac, aku nak tido jap. Ngantuk ar."
Telefon bimbit dicapai dan alarm di'set' kan.

Selepas 15 min:

Huda datang ke bilik, dengan nada sedih:
"weh, ade accident, ade orang meninggal, dekat Suez"

Aku yang masih lagi tidur-tidur ayam mencelah.

"Alah, diorang dah ke hospital. Mane ade meninggal. Tak sedar je."
Aku masih lagi berbaring.

Huda menjawab," Weh, orang Jordan bagi tau ni."

Aku semakin kaget. Terus bangun dan mencapai mouse. Ikon YM ditekan kembali.
'Accident ape la pulak ni'

...the rest is history.


Changes

Wednesday, June 10
Assalamualaikum,

1. Ive decided to change my blog's URL.
so, please keep on visiting for updates.
lol, maybe Im not eligible to say this, but dudettes, please follow me.

2. Ive decided to start a foodblog. (Oh my, i love FOOD)
*giggles2*

3. Im 18 days away from holidays!
yay!

4. Im recovering.
*Alhamdullillah*

5. Im tired, sleepless (err.. i hardly sleep these days+the summer's heat is killing man!)

6. And there will be more changes in the future.
stay tuned!


love,
eymand